With her HBO documentary “Life is but a Dream” airing next month and her big upcoming SuperBowl performance with Destiny’s Child, Beyonce really opened up about her love and marriage to rapper Jay-Z (including a scene, which shows them singing Coldplay’s “Yellow” song in Venice) in this soon-to-be a hit documentary.
A few chosen reporters had the opportunity in getting a copy of the film, (which is a must see), showing the singer delving into her personal life and discussing how much she loves her husband Jigga by saying,”It’s every woman’s dream to feel this way about someone.”
In the video, Beyonce shows off her sonogram proving that she was in fact pregnant, despite the awful rumors about her using a surrogate to carry her daughter Blue Ivy Carter, in which she calls “stupid.”
Here’s what the visible shaken “Nuclear” singer had to say:
“There’s a stupid rumor. The most ridiculous rumor I think I’ve ever had about me. It’s crazy. To think I would be that vain – I respect mothers and women so much and to be able to experience bringing a child into this world, if you’re lucky and fortunate enough to experience that, I would never, ever take that for granted. It’s the most powerful thing you can do.
Especially after losing a child, the pain and trauma from that just makes it mean so much more to get an opportunity to bring life into the world. It seems like people should have boundaries.”
She then opened about her miscarriage two years ago saying,”I heard my baby’s heartbeat in the first couple of weeks and then the next– nothing.” Bey then talked about retreating to the studio to ease the pain and her urges of wanting to make love to her husband, while sharing footage of her trip to Paris with sister Solange’s son.
Beyonce also explains why she decided to share her pregnancy news at the MTV Music Awards show “Because everyone was watching.” And in the video, you’ll get to see her true vocals put to the test–one word, “AMAZING.”